Epic. Treated me like a toy. Wad a joke. Knn, and u also a bloody stalker too. Stalk my blog. _|_ Come on, i dont even like you. You cant even replace abigail from my heart. :D being compared to her, u lose to her. At least she is much more better than you. A 15 years old girl lose to a 14 yrs old girl. EPIC FAIL! :D

I can tell u one thing. I still haven forget her. Till now i still love her. I swear to protect her and i will. Im sorry if i break ur heart but u have to face it. Its the reality. Move on my friend. Its the best for u.

IDONT BLOODy LIVE TO PLEASE YOU ASSHOLE! _|_

Beautiful Hangover

Kimi wa my beautiful hangover
Hangover yeah

Kagayaku headlight nemuranai machi e ARE YOU READY?
Koko kara ga shoubu ASE-razu ni genkai made zenkai de ikou! 
Nagareru RADIO chijimeru kyori wo OH OH OH
Yukisaki wa mada ienai yo
HONEY CLOSE YOUR EYES

We're gonna get down down down! 
Gimme love love love! 
Sagashi motometeta Lady
Dare ni motomerarenai MAKING LOVE kiga sumumate GO! 

Kimi wa My Beautiful Hangover
Hangover yeah
Kimi wa my beautiful hangover hangover

It's me G.D (I know you love me)
Ma-Ma-Ma-Ma-Ma beautiful girl
1, 2, 3 to the 4-sho one like you
There ain't nobody can do them things you do
So true
I'm so excited delighted
I won't deny it nor fight it
Baby you got what I need
Got me jumpin' jumpin' off my feet

Baby there's no playin' delayin'
Always got me feelin' that healin'
Everyday I'm smilin' and wildin'
When I think about you
Think about you
Got me flyin' so high'n
And I won't stop bringin' and bringin' that (BANG)

B.I.G (BANG! ) T.O.P (BANG! )
Baby that's how it be

We're gonna get down down down! 
Gimme love love love! Sagashi motometeta LADY
Dare no motomerarenai MAKING LOVE honoo no yo ni atsui

Kimi wa my beautiful hangover
Hangover yeah
Kimi wa my beautiful hangover hangover

You got my heart love game
Make me crazy baby
Kiss my lips kuruwa se 360
Mou nara you ni naru shikanai

We're gonna get down down down
Gimme love love love! Sagashi motometeta Lady
Dare ni motomerarenai Making Love kiga sumumate GO! 

Kimi wa my beautiful hangover
Hangover yeah
Kimi wa my beautiful hangover hangover

Beautiful my baby

我已经失去一个跟我很亲的妹妹了。

Love you! :P

Baby i need you, girl you need me too.
Girl like you gonna make you mine and treat you right baby. :P

You are no longer the gentle amd cute girl that i once knew anymore.

If you choose to be that way, its fine by me. Its time for you to move on. I cant do anything much. Its your choice. Not mine. But remember, whatever choices you make, will always have an outcome. Its your decision that's gonna change the future. You wanna stay it this way, fine. I cant force you. Because i know, im no longer that important in your heart. Even though if i really die one day, i bet you will not even shed a single tear.

Going out later! Weee! :D :D

I dont think i love you

I wonder what you'll take from me today
Sanity or just my breath away
It's hard to say
Impossible for me to tell
We're always walking on eggshells
Who you're going to be from day to day today

[Chorus:]
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

Wonder why it is that you don't see
What you've changed since we first met
And how much that is killing me
I know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you use to smile so easily

[Chorus:]
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

[Bridge:]
It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I never thought that it will come to this
I know we'll never get back
To how we were before
Cuz I know that I don't love you anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I know that I don't love you anymore, anymore

The Good Left Undone

In fields where nothing grew but weeds,
I found a flower at my feet,
Bending there in my direction,
I wrapped a hand around its stem,
I pulled until the roots gave in,
Finding there what I'd been missing,

But I know...
So I tell myself, tell myself it's wrong.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

Inside my hands these petals browned,
Dried up, fallen to the ground
But it was already too late now.
I pushed my fingers through the earth,
Returned this flower to the dirt,
So it could live. I walked away now.

But I know...
Not a day goes by that I don't feel this burn.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long,
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

All because of you...
All because of you...

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
Inside these arms of yours.

All because of you,
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
No, not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home,
When home becomes a strange place.
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

Merry christmas!

Christmas without you is boring and meaningless. :/

Why does unhapy things gotta happen on 20/12/2010 till now?! Why!!!!!!! I really hate it alot!!!! Someone please change everything back!!! Please!!!! Anyone?!?!?! I had enough!!!! You should not have went tothe outing in th first place!!! Everything changed now!!! Looks like im not that important to you after all. I really feel like dying now. Tears rolling down my cheeks. Memories being flash back. Really hate it alot!!! Someone please stop all these from happening!!! I dw this to happen!! This is not what i want!!!! :( i failed you abigail.... Im useless..... Im sorry. :'(

No matter what, i will keep waiting for you. I will never give up on you that easily. Trust me. Even if it takes a high price to pay, im willing to. Because of 1 thing, i love you.

我现在才发现，我最放不下的人是你。。。:(

:(

Since yesterday night till now, i am still very worried about you... I scared that you will cry... I scared that you will do something silly... Im really very scared....yesterday night, whole night i was worrying about you, slept for few hours and wake up, worrying about you, then went back to sleep, and suddenly woke up again. I have not had a good sleep for the whole night... Because im worrying about you. Im sick but i dont care... All i care is about your safety and i dont want anything to happen to you... Because of just one thing, i have never stop loving you till now... But i dont think you will care about me anyway. Even if im sick now, you will also not care. When i saw you cried yesterday at the kopitiam and at the mrt station, my heart was really very uneasy. I was about to cry because i really dont want to see you cry. I cried for you, but i dont think you will know. You said me hongster, but have you even consider how i felt? All these while, i have been keeping this to myself, trying to control my tears... Till these days, my heart is still aching and crying... Forever, nobody will understand how i feel... :(
我好辛苦。。。我真的很没用，眼巴巴的看着你哭，我的心真的很痛。。。
憬倪，不要哭了。。。好吗？:(

Till these days.....

Till these days, i have never ever stop loving you. Yes, you are hard to forget, but could you at least, just let me live in my own world? I beg you..... :'(

:(

I once lost the gal that i loved the most.... :( i miss you alot.... If i can just call u "babyy" for one last time..... I love you.... :(

我爱你。。。。:( 回来我的身边好吗？:'(

Alone.....

I dont want to be alone.... I dont want things to go this way... Although i knew you lied to me quite alot of times but i still cant forget you. Ppl told me not to believe you again but i dont want to listen to them. Because i still love you.... :( i love you for who you are... I really want us to be like last time.... Please.... :'( i dont want it to be like this... Its so......painful..... :(

Im confused..... :(

What am i gonna do now?? I dw to forget u... I love u but i really dunno. So many ppl tell me not to.... But who shld i trust? Im really at the dead end now.. I really cant take it if this goes on. Sooner or later i will break down. Someone pls tell me what shld i do.... Im really confused now..... :(

(L)

Finally decided to put my focus on one person! :D :D OMG! She is so cutee! (L)!

This feeling that im having now, is really..... really unexplainable......

why do i have this feeling that im hurt? i just cant get over it... someone please tell me what to do? really... since we are starting anew, why do i always had this feeling that something is really not right? why do i feel so much pain and sadness more than before? why cant i feel happy? ever since  both of us start anew, i feel pain.. more pain, the feeling is like your heart had just been stabbed by a thousand knifes. All i see are a broken reflection of the two of us, that cant be fixed back together again... we were just trying to grow up and move on with our life. but i cant promised you that i can move on. this feeling just hurts alot... everytime i turn back and look at the past, i would always hear your voice, your laughter.... it just cant make me stop thinking of you...but thinking of you,  my heart will cry alot... instead of sheeding tears, my heart just shed droplets of blood, those droplets of blood, shows how much im hurt. i just hope that things really can be how they used to be like last time.. but well, i guessed that.... a broken reflection of two of us, is really very hard to fixed back again.... it will just crack more and more... and eventually, shattered into million pieces....... how i really wished...... that the time will just stop for awhile...... really... :(

SCANDAL~ <3
Haruna, Tomomi, Rina and Mami~ <3

Namida No Regret (The tears of regret)

Namida No Regret

The tears of regret spilled after I smiled
On to the glistening street that we started to have feelings for each other
With a little nod, we bid our goodbyes.And we start to move on.

i was waiting to forget you
Twilight seems to approach slowly
i wondered,We didn't look bad as a couple didnt we?

In the window glass
I saw the broken reflection of the two of us
We were trying to grow up

At an old temple
You joke about breaking up
With that subtle face
I still know what you were thinking
Even with my eyes closed

My tears weren't about the heartbreak
Up until now, I still loved you
When we began to say goodbye
I couldn't promise you that we could move on

When we were talking on the phone
My hand trembled in pain
When you said that it was only puppy love

I still hate hearing that
I should have endure the life in the city

The tears of regret spilled after I smiled
On to the glistening street that we started to have feelings for each other
With a little nod, we bid adieu
And we start to move on

I only feel that I begin to hate myself trying to be strong
Every time I look back at my loss
I would hear your voice

I don't know if I can bear it
But I can't help to keep moving on
We'll see

I hold my tears
I keep hearing words
Saying that one day it'll be hard for me
But it's a real farewell
It's a promise that we can't take back

The summer that we had disappears

Second Chance....

Haha... ytd was quite a happy day for me i guess? O.o well.....im glad that both of us have the second chance to start everything anew... having this second chance, i will prove everything to you, be a more better guy, more caring towards you.... cuz you are the only girl that i cant afford to loose again... cuz deep down in your heart somewhere, i knew that you still love me... after all i have done, the things that i do was to hurt you... i will never do anything right to make you feel better.. in the past, all i did was hurt you... but this time round, this second chance will let me prove to u,  amend the things that i have done wrong that hurt u in the past..... anyways, i hope you enjoy ur bbq today. haha! ^^ i hopethat things will work and go well for us......

         
SCANDAL~ <3
Haruna, Tomomi, Rina, and Mami~ <3

The tears that i shed for you now, is meaningless already.....

I knew this was coming... I knew that you and him will be together once again.. You dont need to lie from me. I know you, when you tell me that you dont want to be with him, you lied. What's the point of lying to me when it doesnt benefit you? Why bother asking me if im sad or not when you know that i will really be sad? Do you even know that i was shedding my tears for you? Why am i bothering myself to shed a single tears for you? Because, deep down in my heart, i still love you. But, whatever i said now is no use. I hope that you and him last long. After i have done, all i wanted was you two to be together. I sacrificed alot for you.. So please, cherish this chance again. Maybe from now on, i may not even shed a single tear for you anymore. Trust? Haha. Do you remember this word? "trust"? I hope you still remember. But now, i now that you have decided to be together with him again. So dont screw up the chance that i have created for both of you again. I sacrificed everything just to see you two together. Well, goodbye.... Things wont go back to how they were anymore.... Till this moment, you will never know how much pain i have felt from doing this. I know im stupid, but its worth it. :')

Sayonara My Friend~
SCANDAL!~ <3
Haruna, Tomomi, Rina and Mami!~ <3

This feeling.........

Day 2 now eh? you still look the same to me, still sad.. i can see that you are very sad about what happened.... you are just forcing yourself to be happy. things wont work well for you if you continue to be this way. i know you are sad, and so do i. but i chose to keep it to myself. how i wish that we have one last chance to be together again but i dont think its impossible now... looks like things really change alot for us eh?  i know i used to be so caring towards you..... haha... i still remember those times that we have....but things will slowly fade away i guess? i hope you are doing well...  dont get sad over this... i hope you get over with this soon... i know i always said this to you when you are down.. "No matter what happen, i will always be there for you'.... haha. remember that time that i told you that i dont want to see you emo and if i caught u emo, i will buy u an elmo? haha. those were the times....... I'm sorry for treating you like that.... i have hurt you so much.. i dont deserve to be with you..... and maybe, i will take this time to be alone and reflect on my own....... till this day, i will never forget those days...  what i really want you to do is... FORGET ABOUT ME and move on.....

 

SCANDAL BABY!~ <3

SCANDAL LOVE!~ <3

Haruna, Tomomi, Rina and Mami!~ <3

What is Love?

Well, this is getting kinda nowhere. I  know that whatever i do, to you, will always be wrong. I know that i was the first one who was cold towards you. But you have to understand, my O level Exams is stressing me out like shit. But im trying my best to chat with you, juggling both my exams and you. But i know, the decision that i made yesterday, hurts you alot and im really sorry. Im just not compatible with you. I hope that one day you will find your own happiness, find someone who is much more caring than me... In my heart, you are the first girl that lights up my life. You want me to change myself, i really did... thanks. :') although those memories that we have, i will try to keep it. good luck for your future. well,  my last word to you is, Take care my friend~ This is the final goodbye to you~ :')

SCANDAL~ <3
Haruna, Tomomi, Rina and Mami!~ <3