tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-68286945841686487742024-03-13T22:38:33.954-07:00スキャンダル~Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.comBlogger61125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-15814914681447024672014-06-23T01:33:00.001-07:002014-06-23T01:33:11.866-07:00The path that I walked in, no one understands... I feel nothing but full of sorrows.Recently there is just too much problems. And mainly is just because of relationship. Yes, Relationship. And it's just how funny that I'm actually losing feelings for my own girlfriend since few months back. Every time when there are problems, she will tend to make it big. And worst of all, always hanging the sentence "I'll leave you" or "Let's Break up" at her mouth. I'll always tend to make things better again because I know that I can and just because I love her too much. Now? Things are much more different, until 1 month back when she decided to really break up with me, my heart is already dead. Coming to a point of just giving up.<br />
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Guess what? When I met new friends, eventually I met this girl. The way she talks and put a smile on people, really attracts me. But what I'm about to say next, is the worst nightmare and pain that nobody can ever imagine. We talked to each other everyday, and eventually exchanged numbers. And this is where things gets a little bit Fucked Up. I was so devoted to this girl that when my girlfriend wanted to change and want me back because she loves me a lot, I didn't even think twice about it and just heck care her because my heart was already with this girl.<br />
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This girl here, had the same interest and hobbies as I am. Both of us are into music, which is another plus point for me. I talked to her, hang out with her, and that's where feelings starts to come in. I started going head over heels for her, doing the things that she wanted to do for a long time, like writing songs etc. She here, has her own relationship problem, which was exactly the same as mine. Quarrelled everyday, and eventually, shit happens. She broke up one month back, and last night she asked me this, "One day if I have a boyfriend, will you still treat me as good as now?" Which I already knew that most likely she will patch back with her ex. And tada ~ I'm right. I hit the nail 100%. To be honest, My girlfriend wanted me to be back by her side, but I rejected because of this girl. I don;t know what I did was right or wrong, But the way I treat her, is like a princess. And now after hearing what the girl told me, my heart literally sank.<br />
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I don't know what to do either. But I guess I had already make the decision. I think it's best if I leave her and just back off. Yes, I may like this girl, but deep down in me, I still love my girlfriend more. Life is just so fucked up. I drank all the way making myself drunk and just forget everything. And now, I guess I had make my decision. I'll win my girlfriend back and guessed what? It's our 25th months together..<br />
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To Princess: I hope the choice that you had made, will not make you regret. And I wish you all the best. May our path cross one day in the next life. And last long with your boyfriend. I'll always be there for you as a close friend. Although I may have gone back to my girlfriend, But I just want you to know that I will still help you no matter what. Even if he hurts you, I'll crush his skull and send him to hell. And last but not least, may you be happy always, Don't always cry and be strong. Don't let him hurt you again. Always remember what I said because I won't be there any more to remind you and put a smile on you. And try to forget the boy who puts a smile on you everyday as time pass by... Things will get better I guess....<br />
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I just feel that I'm stupid and useless. I ain't perfect... Couldn't do anything much. Last time still can cheer you up and make you happy. Now? Cheer you up but nothing works. When you told me today during break time that "He broke up got one good and bad thing. One good thing is that you can be with him, bad thing is he still missed his ex." After hearing this, I was shocked and straight away sad. Because I loved you a lot and I wouldn't want this kind of thing to happened. Yes, last time I had curfew, but after that I can go out with you till late and even send you home every time. I know, I'm not perfect. Trying my very best to give you happiness. Struggling is a good thing in relationship because it really taught me how to tackle and solved these problems.<br />
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I know that I'm violent and get angry easily. I'm a;ready trying my best not to be violent. But most important of all is to control my anger. I need anger management. I just don't wanna lose you. I loved you a lot and never wanna leave you. Just fuck my life. I know, I'm always the one in the wrong. Giving in to you every time and sacrifice myself just to make you happy. I don't want to see you sad or even angry. As there is a saying that goes "When in a relationship, it doesn't matter who apologize first because not that one is wrong and the other is right. It's just that you value your relationship more than your ego". I'm really sorry for all the things that I had done and I just want to let you know that I'm already trying my best to be a better boyfriend. I know that time when you go through all the way just to make me jealous and treat you better.<br />
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Please forgive me? :( I'm trying my very best to make up for my own mistakes that I have done... I really love you a lot and I don't wanna lose you.. :'( Till death do us apart... <3Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-36661745171708463342013-10-28T09:41:00.002-07:002013-10-28T09:41:45.257-07:00LifeIt's been a long time since I last blogged and I guessed this time will be my rant and my feelings about the things that happened from last year till now. Been through a lot of ups and downs in relationship. What's more worst? I'm stucked in between both my mum and my girlfriend. Most pressurised thing that ever happened to me in my 20 years of life on this earth. Was quarreling with my girlfriend over my "curfew". I know, it sucks to have curfew. Who likes it? But worst thing, we quarrelled till she says words that hurts me so deeply, just like a thousand knives that had just pierced throught my heart. I'm already trying my best to be a good son and a good boyfriend. My mum brought me up till now, yes, i know it's hard to fight for my freedom but i'm already trying my best. My girlfriend is the most precious thing to me.<div>
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I don't want to lose both of them. But this thing just keeps coming back. Who can I even talk to about my own problems? No one but just kept to myself. I love my girlfriend a lot and I have done a lot of things for her. Although she said things that hurtse deeply, i don't really mind. Because I'm used to people saying me :') I know what she said is meant for my own good. Trying to balance everything and being in the middle is really hard. I just cant lose both of them. I'm really very pressurised. Don't know what I should do. But just sit in this cold dark room and just cry myself to sleep. Tears rolling down and I just can't control it. :') All these times, I have been asking myself this, " I have been trying my best to understand people around me. But what about them? Do they understand about me?" Sigh. Life is just full of surprises and shits. It's either you are living in a blissed life or in a pathetic life. Some might even have both. I guess I'll just keep everything to myself and just live on. I just can't afford to lose my girlfriend because I love her a lot. She is the missing piece of puzzle to my complete life. Without her I'm nothing..... :') I guess that's all that I have to say... To my dearest baby girl, I'm sorry and I will try my very beat to change for you amd fight for my freedom. :') I love you.... :')</div>
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It has been a long time since I last blog. Well, all those previous posts was kinda emo shit though. Alright, enough of dwelling the pasts and I shall talk about the present now. </div>
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17th April was the official start of Poly. Well, for Republic Poly. The first day of school went well for me, until I slowly get to know all of my crazy classmates. They were kind of funny, sociable and friendly too. Not to forget helpful ! I shall name a few classmates. Haha ! :D First is Bruce, Who is a little bit of an asshole at times, but, he has a kind heart. When I was sick, he drove me to Causeway point to see the doctor. He even waited for me. This I must really thank him from the bottom of my heart. If he had never send me to causeway point to see the doctor, I would have collapse and sent to the hospital due to high fever. Another classmate is Nicholas, aka James. He is the most funniest person of all, and to put it in a way, a joker. Hahaha ! He is actually very easy to disturb but at the same time, he is a bit of smart. Although he always ask me to help him "da bao" food. Well, I sometimes don't like my classmates joking around saying that I fail my BTT. Yes, I failed 2 times, but at least I bother to retry again. Well, now is end of semester 1, and when semester 2 starts, we will be splitted up and with our new classmates. I will miss them a lot. Here's a picture of my crazy class. :D</div>
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Next, is this special girl that I wanna talk about. Her name is Charley. She step into my life on 23th May 2012, and we have been together for 3 month plus now, soon going to be 4 months. And here's our crazy love story. It all began when school starts, we barely talked to each other, and out of boredom, I decided to disturb her everyday. The moment when she enter the facilitator room everyday, I would say this to her " Eh ! Wrong class ! Wrong class ! " Haha ! How funny it was. Then, a lot of crazy stuffs begin to happen. I was in this team, with this china girl, name Xin Ling, and at the same time, the same team with Charley as well. We were having Engineering Design then. I started having a small crush on Xin Ling, and then, when I got her number like 2 weeks later, I begin texting her.. Then, at the same time I decided to get Charley's number as well. Everyday I would text Charley, asking her for help. Haha ! She would always help me out and giving ,me advises. Soon, I slowly start to realized that Xin ling was just an Eye candy after all, as I have started to develop feelings for Charley. Everyday we would text each other, cheer each other up when we are down. 2-3 weeks later, I started to confess to her, I thought that it was impossible for us to be together as after all, she was 2 years older than me. But I remember telling her that in Love, age does not matter at all, and I prove her wrong. I still remember I always call her Auntie, Maria and all sorts of funny names.23rd May 2012 marks the day we got together, And this was the first couple picture that we ever took ! </div>
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Since that day till now, these past 115 days of being together, we have gone through thick and thin, ups and downs, and lots of quarrel. I know, you have always feel that you are in the wrong and you always the one who start the quarrel first. But I have to say, all of us are in the wrong too. Sometimes I'm the one who start the quarrel first. I know, I'm a fickle minded person. I'm sorry for all the things that I had done. But other than all these, we have been through happy times too. Each day that I'm with you, I fell more deeper in love with you. You are my one and only girl that I will be with and nobody can ever replace you in my heart. I know, other than this, we have other problems like family problems. I know that your dad is such a jerk that he doesn't wanna give you all money to eat, making you all skip meals and just eat one meal per day. I know this sucks and sometimes I feel like just whacking him but I can't. The more I look at how worst your family situation is, the more I feel and think that I must work hard and provide you a good living environment and not to stay in this kind of shitty environment. I want to give you a good life. Other than that, is my family side's problem. I know, My sis had been talking about you, saying those words that hurt your feelings. I'm very sorry for that. And as for my mum, I know she want me to find a girl who is younger than me and more pretty. But like I said, I will never ever find other girls other than you as you are my one and only Baby girl that I will ever want to be with till death do us apart. Now it's passed 12am ! Happy 116th Days Baby ! I love you ! <3</div>
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<br />Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-89451643508189027962012-03-03T05:13:00.001-08:002012-03-03T05:15:56.554-08:003/3/20123rd March 2012, today is the very day that you had stepped into my heart.... ^^ Had alot of fun time together, jamming, looking at you learning to play the drums so seriously. and you improved alot although you just started learning today ! Haha.. and you were also so cute. we walked so fast yet you are trying to catch up with us. Guess what ? And you almost lost your way. Hahaha :P I hope that i can see you again.. real soon.. ^^Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-85172320577102984702012-01-31T07:36:00.000-08:002012-01-31T07:36:33.702-08:00The MomentumI wonder what's this feeling that im having now ? I really wished I can know it too. Lets take Friend A and Friend B for example. Friend A asked Friend B to go out to watch movie tmr, B was excited at first, but after 20 mins, A told B that "Tmr i cant make it. Very Sorry". B has no feelings at first, and said "nvm, it's alright :) ". But soon, B felt abit disappointed and he just....totally shut himself out. Things was going easy at first, But soon it started to change, and B is just at his own wits end, going to break down at any moment now, but he still managed to stand strong.<br />
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Ps : I will respect your decisions :')Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-78961057078361756552012-01-23T06:06:00.000-08:002012-01-24T05:38:55.879-08:00It's timeIt's been a long time since i last blogged. Things really happened alot. Went to Penang just 2 weeks ago. It was fun. But other than these, Some things still happened. I had given her to you and thought that you would take care of her for me. Instead, You made her cry alot of times and you even restrict her of doing things like asking her not to text other guys ? What the fuck is the meaning of this ? Hah ! Seriously what the fuck are you thinking ? Are you still treating her as your girlfriend or are you treating her like your puppet ? Please la, she has her own private life too. How about me controlling your fucking life and asking you to do things for me ? Would you like it ? I SERIOUSLY HATE GUYS WHO BULLY GIRLS AND MAKE THEM CRY. Whats more ? Come on, haha, seriously, GROW UP LA. Stop being a Childish kid. Yea, Im waiting for her FOR ONE YEAR PLUS. The reason that i dont wanna get into a relationship is because of her. Im still waiting for her, I cant forget her. If you cant treat her well, just let me do it. After all, you are the one who snatched her away from me. Im will be waiting for that day to come.Stop treating her BADLY ! I swear man, dont let me see you in the streets. Or i will make you cry like a bitch. I really cant stand to see her crying every time. Enough is enough. It's time for you to fuck off from her. Cause you aint worth her tears.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-37287195832212156862011-11-12T04:00:00.000-08:002011-11-12T04:20:13.997-08:00DecisionAfter for so long, i guess its time for me to forget you and move on. How silly can i be when i waited for you for so long, and not to get into any relationship. Because i know that i still love you. No matter how hard i try, sometimes when i like a girl, it will always be that they have the same personality as you. Why is this even happening to me ? I really hope i can put you down and move on. Maybe i might even end my life one day just to forget you. Haha... :') Hope you and him last long. And he will be your happiness. :') I will always keep the memories i had. even if i were to lost my memories.<span class="" style="background-color: whitesmoke; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 24px;">希望</span><span class="" style="background-color: whitesmoke; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 24px;">你会</span><span class="" style="background-color: whitesmoke; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 24px;">与他</span><span class="" style="background-color: whitesmoke; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 24px;">幸福.</span>Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-36756915919197650902011-11-10T04:33:00.000-08:002011-11-10T04:33:21.191-08:00This song keeps replaying and making me remember the past memories of you... :'(<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/1CcQDuuhdXA?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">不确定就别亲吻 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">感情很容易毁了一个人</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">一个人若不够狠 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">爱淡了不离不弃多残忍</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你留下来的垃圾 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">我一天一天总会丢完的</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">我甚至真心真意的祝福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">永恒在你的身上先发生</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你还是要幸福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你千万不要再招惹别人哭</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">所有错误从我这里落幕 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">别跟着我 铭心 刻骨</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你还是要幸福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">我才能确定我还得很清楚</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">确定自己再也不会占据 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你的篇幅</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">明天 开始 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">这一切都结束</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">还我钥匙的备份 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">我觉得再见可以很单纯</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">我甚至真心真意的祝福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">永恒在你的身上先发生</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你还是要幸福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你千万不要再招惹别人哭</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">所有错误从我这里落幕 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">别跟着我 铭心 刻骨</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你还是要幸福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">我才能确定我还得很清楚</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">确定自己再也不会占据 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你的篇幅</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">明天 开始 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">这一切都结束</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你还是要幸福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你千万不要再招惹别人哭</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">所有错误从我这里落幕 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">别跟着我 铭心 刻骨</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">你如果很幸福 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">半夜的简讯我就无需回覆</span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">因为你的悲喜已经有了 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">容身之处 我也 能有 </span><br style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f9f9f9; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">最纯粹的孤独</span>Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-31714119403244119692011-11-10T04:31:00.000-08:002011-11-10T04:31:45.151-08:00This song keeps replaying and making me remember the past memories of you... :'(<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/1CcQDuuhdXA?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">不确定就别亲吻</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">感情很容易毁了一个人</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">一个人若不够狠</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">爱淡了不离不弃多残忍</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你留下来的垃圾</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">我一天一天总会丢完的</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">我甚至真心真意的祝福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">永恒在你的身上先发生</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你还是要幸福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你千万不要在招惹别人哭</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">所有错误从我这里落幕</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">别跟着我 铭心 刻骨</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你还是要幸福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">我才能确定我还得很清楚</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">明天 开始 这一切都结束</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">还我钥匙的备份</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">我觉得再见可以很单纯</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">我甚至真心真意的祝福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">永恒在你的身上先发生</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你还是要幸福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你千万不要在招惹别人哭</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">所有错误从我这里落幕</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">别跟着我 铭心 刻骨</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你还是要幸福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">我才能确定我还得很清楚</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">明天 开始 这一切都结束</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你还是要幸福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你千万不要在招惹别人哭</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">所有错误从我这里落幕</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">别跟着我 铭心 刻骨</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">你如果很幸福</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">半夜的简讯我就不需回复</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">我也 能有</li><br />
<li style="background-color: #224455; display: block; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: none; padding-bottom: 3px; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 3px; text-decoration: none;">最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独</li>Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-61229324001013006902011-11-07T03:12:00.000-08:002011-11-07T03:13:45.016-08:00I know that after trashing everything out , you are hurt by it. I can sense it. Even if you dont wanna tell me. But deep down in my heart, i feel abit unease and worried. Why is this even happening? Oh Father please enlighten me. Have i really done wrong ? :/Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-19527255129493578562011-11-06T09:04:00.000-08:002011-11-06T09:04:21.052-08:00Zijun told me to slap you right in the face, but im just holding back. Like what you said " Ni she de mah?" the question is, will i do it? im holding back. whatever it is, i can assure you one thing. GIRL, YOU ARE MAKING ME CONFUSE ! JUST WTF ARE YOU TRYING TO DO OR THNKING ??!?!?!?!Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-47539145959495046032011-11-06T09:00:00.000-08:002011-11-06T09:00:30.635-08:00One thing that i want to say. Is it me or is it you that acts differently now? Message you ask you important things also no reply. Sometimes i think it's best if i just dont reply your message. I blame myself for helping you so much. It was my mistake after all.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-21926262324756657522011-11-05T04:57:00.001-07:002011-11-05T04:57:36.471-07:00IMY :(Looking at that particular tumblr post that you post about me really makes me remind of the pasts... i really miss u.. :( really missed u alot :'(Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-86643181825792168622011-11-04T23:34:00.000-07:002011-11-04T23:36:14.266-07:00In It For Life<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/62oC5ANbtaE?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">There's a time when we try</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">To begin what is ending</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">If at first you don't succeed</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Then we just end up pretending</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">If the dream isn't real</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Is the lie worth defending?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Close your eyes, cover your ears</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Shut your mouth </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You can act naive</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">But I know you're not stupid </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You'll wake up when I walk out</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Isn't that the way it plays?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">The leaver leaves, the stayer stays</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You wouldn't make a move, so I made mine</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Isn't it a pity?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">I wish you were really in it for life</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">I wish that you were in it for life </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">What you give is what you get</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">And what you got's now next to nothing</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">'Cause the life that you've accepted</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Is the one that's least disruptive</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Are you aware of the fact</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">That when I pull, there's no pulling back</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You have half the mind, half the heart</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Half the will </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You can act naive</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">But I know you're not stupid </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You'll wake up when I walk out</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Isn't that the way it plays?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">The leaver leaves, the stayer stays</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You wouldn't make a move, so I made mine</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Isn't it a pity?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">I wish you were really in it for life</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">I wish that you were in it for life </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Some people talk like they can't hear</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Some people walk but get nowhere</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">And when I'm done with the run I'm going on</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">I'm sure I'll be</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Your biggest regret</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You'll never forget </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You'll wake up when I walk out</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Isn't that the way it plays?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">The leaver leaves, the stayer stays</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">You wouldn't make a move, so I made mine</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Isn't it a pity?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">I wish you were really in it for life</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">I wish that you were in it for life </span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Yeah you can run, but you can't hide</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">'Cause everything you're running from</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">Is locked inside</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-align: justify;">So let it the fuck out!</span>Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-26077795368194503042011-11-04T07:17:00.000-07:002011-11-04T07:17:46.546-07:00ALL the Same<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/b1PSr2AdzyY?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>This is the only song that keeps replaying. Sighs. :(Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-35551839923783286832011-11-04T05:56:00.001-07:002011-11-04T05:56:36.143-07:00I am who i amYea, I'm single. That's me. Single is fun. Being single can do alot of things. Being single can let me focus on my band. Being single is being one of The GazettE's member. :)Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-11150918848487486862011-11-04T03:46:00.000-07:002011-11-04T03:46:12.660-07:00Haunted PastsIt's been a long time since i last blog. Partly was because of O levels. Now i'm back to blogging. Guess what? i have been sick for the past 11 days and i just went to the doctor. Haha. Today was the day that i went down to my agent and sign my working contract. Guess what? The haunting of the pasts came back again. I hate this feeling. Fucking hate it. Then, the worst part came. That stupid dog came and wait for her. Wanted to go up front and punched him but concious over anger. After seeing that, i just went off and till now, the past keep flashing back. WHY IS THIS EVEN HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?! DOSHITA?!?!?!?! I just feel like dying now. Really.... :'(Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-16386893744408056252011-10-20T03:35:00.000-07:002011-10-20T03:35:29.799-07:00UntitledToday's the start of O level. today was O level science practical. Everything was okay but i so called 'screwed' up my physics due to the graph...-.- Well, gonna work hard for theory paper to pass my science. Yesterday night was kinda funny. I told her to tell him to stop staring at me before i go towards him and punch him in the face. Haha! Well, i do have the thinking. Those punches that im gonna give him is not because of i see him not happy, but more of a particular reason, which i dont like guys to treat his girlfriend in a wrong or different way. After O levels i will deal with him. well, we started talking again eh? I just hope that things can go back to how it used to be last time... I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS. If he finds out that you are reading my blog, i cant really help you.<br />
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<u>IT'S NOT OVER</u><br />
<u><br />
</u><br />
<u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: none; background-color: #35456e; font-family: tahoma, helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 15px;">My tears run down like razorblades<br />
And no, I'm not the one to blame<br />
It's you ' or is it me?<br />
And all the words we never say<br />
Come out and now we're all ashamed<br />
And there's no sense in playing games<br />
When you've done all you can do<br />
<br />
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?<br />
We had the chance to make it<br />
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over<br />
I wish that I could take it back<br />
But it's over<br />
<br />
I lose myself in all these fights<br />
I lose my sense of wrong and right<br />
I cry, I cry<br />
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head<br />
I just wanna crawl into my bed<br />
And throw away the life I led<br />
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die<br />
<br />
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?<br />
We had the chance to make it<br />
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over<br />
I wish that I could take it back<br />
<br />
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart<br />
Don't say this won't last forever<br />
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart<br />
Don't tell me that we will never be together<br />
We could be, over and over<br />
We could be, forever<br />
<br />
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart<br />
Don't say this won't last forever<br />
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart<br />
Don't tell me that we will never be together<br />
We could be, over and over<br />
We could be, forever<br />
<br />
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over<br />
Unless you let it take you<br />
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over<br />
Unless you let it break you<br />
It's not over<br />
</span></u>Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-3580242124231336732011-10-18T08:55:00.000-07:002011-10-18T08:55:25.664-07:00The Suicide CircusThis song shows how im feeling everyday. Even now....<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS', 'Sand CE', fantasy; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"></span><br />
<div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Decay of the VISION,</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">HERE IS A HELL ON EARTH</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">I FELT A CHILL</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">THE DISAPPOINTMENT THAT INCREASES</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">[TICK-TACK…]</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">NOBODY CAN REWIND TIME.</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">DON'T LOOK AWAY</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">SUICIDE CIRCUS</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">AGED HATRED AND YOUNG COLD-BLOODED MIND</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">REASON OF THE CHILL</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">The crawling POVERTY</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">[TICK-TACK…]</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">NOBODY CAN REWIND TIME</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">The shattered MERCILESS SCENE.</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">People get attracted by the liveliness that seems to choke them.</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Even the fear that stuck to your hand I touched</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Will fade away sooner or later</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">METAMORPHESIS</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">ALL IS PARALYZED</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">CHAIN REACTION</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">SYMPATHIZERS WITH A SIMILAR PAIN</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bear the future that won't be saved</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And your weakness that went astray</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Cut off the depressed self you've lost sight of</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And the loneliness you wanted me to experience.</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Missing each other in these days of distress,</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">That suddenly filled up everything in front of your eyes</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And your melancholy</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Hold this hatred against these words that come from affection</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And the exposed madness without regret</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">I can't return anymore,</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">I got too entangled in it</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">EVEN DEATH BECOMES THE PREY</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">HEARTLESS DAY</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">BOTTOM OF THE ABYSS</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">SUICIDE CIRCUS</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">WHY IS IT REPEATED?</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">SUICIDE CIRCUS</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">[TICK-TACK…]</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">NOBODY CAN REWIND TIME</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">[TICK-TACK…]</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">DON'T LOOK AWAY</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">SUICIDE CIRCUS</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">People get attracted by the liveliness that seems to choke them.</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Even the fear that stuck to your hand I touched</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Will fade away sooner or later</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">METAMORPHESIS</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">ALL IS PARALYZED</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">CHAIN REACTION</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">SYMPATHIZERS WITH A SIMILAR PAIN</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bear the future that won't be saved</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And your weakness that went astray</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Cut off the depressed self you've lost sight of</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And the loneliness you wanted me to experience.</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Missing each other in these days of distress,</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">That suddenly filled up everything in front of your eyes</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And your melancholy</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Hold this hatred against these words that come from affection</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">And the exposed madness without regret</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">I can't return anymore,</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">I got too entangled in it</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">EVEN DEATH BECOMES THE PREY</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">WHY IS IT REPEATED?</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">[THE SUICIDE CIRCUS]</div><div style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-size: 12px; font-style: inherit; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
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</div>Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-69749556229290852742011-10-17T04:12:00.000-07:002011-10-17T04:12:02.818-07:00The ReasonI once told you that i swear that i hope that the one upstair will give me a reason to screw him up, and here i am, i had a reason to screw him up now. For thinking for so long, finally it's gonna start soon. Just becareful. The one who is very close to you, will get killed. :)Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06812879933669752269noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6828694584168648774.post-26203149701672943962011-10-15T22:58:00.000-07:002011-10-15T22:58:38.516-07:00日本と滞在への移行..?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #888888; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"></span><br />
<div id="gt-res-wrap" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: whitesmoke; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-color: rgb(245, 245, 245); border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-left-color: rgb(245, 245, 245); border-left-style: solid; border-left-width: 1px; border-right-color: rgb(245, 245, 245); border-right-style: solid; border-right-width: 1px; border-top-color: rgb(245, 245, 245); border-top-style: solid; border-top-width: 1px;"><div class="almost_half_cell" id="gt-res-content"><div dir="ltr" style="zoom: 1;"><span class="" id="result_box" lang="ja" style="color: #333333; display: block; font-size: 16px; min-height: 93px; padding-bottom: 8px; padding-left: 8px; padding-right: 8px; padding-top: 8px;"><span class="">私は</span><span class="">いつも</span><span class="">日本</span><span class="">と</span><span class="">滞在</span><span class="">に移行する</span><span class="">の</span><span class="">は、この</span><span class="">考え方</span><span class="">を持っていた</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">シンガポール</span><span class="">での滞在</span><span class="">は、</span><span class="">どちらか</span><span class="">良いこと</span><span class="">ではないからです</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">と</span><span class="">私</span><span class="">は</span><span class="">あまりにも</span><span class="">あまりにも多くの</span><span class="">問題を抱えている</span><span class="">。</span><span class="">笑い</span><span class="">。</span><br />
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<span class="">私が</span><span class="">直面して</span><span class="">いる</span><span class="">問題</span><span class="">は、</span><span class="">愛</span><span class="">、</span><span class="">友情</span><span class="">ですか?</span><span class="">笑う</span><br />
<span class="">私は</span><span class="">のんきな</span><span class="">ライブ</span><span class="">をしたい</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">私は</span><span class="">新しい</span><span class="">人生</span><span class="">を</span><span class="">始める</span><span class="">ために日本</span><span class="">へ</span><span class="">移行したい</span><span class="">。</span><br />
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<span class="">私</span><span class="">はそこに</span><span class="">新しい</span><span class="">生活を始めよう</span><span class="">と</span><span class="">する</span><span class="">のすべてを</span><span class="">忘れる</span><span class="">ために</span><span class="">試してみたい</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">よく</span><span class="">、</span><span class="">私はそれ</span><span class="">が</span><span class="">私のために</span><span class="">可能</span><span class="">かもしれないと思う</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">すでに</span><span class="">ボーイフレンド</span><span class="">を持っている</span><span class="">から</span><span class="">。</span><span class="">笑い</span><br />
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<span class="">ちょうどあなたが</span><span class="">幸せに</span><span class="">見て</span><span class="">シンガポール</span><span class="">に住んでいる</span><span class="">私</span><span class="">の</span><span class="">ポイント</span><span class="">は何ですか?</span><br />
<span class="">私はむしろ</span><span class="">日本</span><span class="">に移行し、</span><span class="">あなたを忘れる</span><span class="">ために</span><span class="">滞在する</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">私は</span><span class="">"</span><span class="">私は</span><span class="">あなたを逃す</span><span class="">"</span><span class="">ことを伝える</span><span class="">ために</span><span class="">欲しがっている</span><span class="">が、</span><br />
<span class="">しかし、今</span><span class="">私は</span><span class="">あなたにそれを</span><span class="">言う</span><span class="">ことは</span><span class="">文句を言わない</span><span class="">。</span><span class="">笑う</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">よく</span><span class="">、</span><span class="">私は</span><span class="">言わなければならない</span><span class="">こと</span><span class="">のすべて</span><span class="">だと</span><span class="">思います</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">私はあなた</span><span class="">tpが</span><span class="">表示さ</span><span class="">せたくない</span><span class="">ので、私は</span><span class="">意図的に</span><span class="">日本</span><span class="">に</span><span class="">このブログの記事</span><span class="">を行います</span><span class="">。</span><br />
<span class="">笑う</span><span class="">。</span><br />
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<span class="">私は</span><span class="">SCANDAL</span><span class="">機能を利用するには</span><span class="">日本</span><span class="">に行きたい</span><span class="">!</span><br />
<span class="">私の</span><span class="">ガールフレンド</span><span class="">または</span><span class="">姉妹</span><span class="">が</span><span class="">どのように</span><span class="">私は</span><span class="">RINA</span><span class="">を</span><span class="">希望</span><span class="">でしたか?</span><span class="">笑う</span><br />
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Have been having fun during SCANDAL's Asia Tour @ Lasalle last month ! It was awesome and they rocked my night ! I will never ever forget that day ! After the concert, we had meet and greet session with Tomomi, Haruna, Rina and Mami. I had handshakes with them ! AHHH~!! I will never ever forget this day! 13 oct was the start of their VIRGIN HALL TOUR 2011 and it's gonna end on the 1 dec. If time were to rewind, i would rather cherish the time i had. But its too late now eh?<br />
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