The Momentum

I wonder what's this feeling that im having now ? I really wished I can know it too. Lets take Friend A and Friend B for example. Friend A asked Friend B to go out to watch movie tmr, B was excited at first, but after 20 mins, A told B that "Tmr i cant make it. Very Sorry". B has no feelings at first, and said "nvm, it's alright :) ". But soon, B felt abit disappointed and he just....totally shut himself out. Things was going easy at first, But soon it started to change, and B is just at his own wits end, going to break down at any moment now, but he still managed to stand strong.
Now, How i wished things can really just change for the better.

How i really wished that she could see this now... :



" Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same"

" Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for"




 I felt like crying but i just cant. But deep within me, my heart is crying and shedding the tears of blood.. :')

Can i just drink and get knock out and just cry out all of my feelings like a bitch ? really cant take it anymore. I just wanna die ! emoing forever eh ? haha. Guess i was too naive :')



































Ps : I will respect your decisions :')

It's time

It's been a long time since i last blogged. Things really happened alot. Went to Penang just 2 weeks ago. It was fun. But other than these, Some things still happened. I had given her to you and thought that you would take care of her for me. Instead, You made her cry alot of times and you even restrict her of doing things like asking her not to text other guys ? What the fuck is the meaning of this ? Hah ! Seriously what the fuck are you thinking ? Are you still treating her as your girlfriend or are you treating her like your puppet ? Please la, she has her own private life too. How about me controlling your fucking life and asking you to do things for me ? Would you like it ? I SERIOUSLY HATE GUYS WHO BULLY GIRLS AND MAKE THEM CRY. Whats more ? Come on, haha, seriously, GROW UP LA. Stop being a Childish kid. Yea, Im waiting for her FOR ONE YEAR PLUS. The reason that i dont wanna get into a relationship is because of her. Im still waiting for her, I cant forget her. If you cant treat her well, just let me do it. After all, you are the one who snatched her away from me. Im will be waiting for that day to come.Stop treating her BADLY ! I swear man, dont let me see you in the streets. Or i will make you cry like a bitch. I really cant stand to see her crying every time. Enough is enough. It's time for you to fuck off from her. Cause you aint worth her tears.