Time changes now....

Looks like its been a long time since i last blog. yesterday was my most baddest day ever. Went to settle things with haiqal. he almost cried as i told him everything. His bad habit is lying and i dont like it. i was so pissed yesterday that i punched him in the stomach. I told him not to lie anymore and also told him to watch out when he is outside. well, although i say what i mean and mean what i say. after that was the worst one ever. went to settle things wioth ariel to clear the misunderstandings. didnt know that i hurt her alot. made her sad and cause her to quarrel with her father. im a bad guy after all. well, after everything, i went to punish myself, by punching the wall continuously. and wow, my hand almost bleed but just a few more punches and my bones will crack. since yesterday onwards, i swore not to go near her or even contact her. guess that this might be a good way. but now, what im worried is, something shocking is about to happen anytime now. =/

Haruna, Rina, Tomomi and Mami! <3