Haunted Pasts

It's been a long time since i last blog. Partly was because of O levels. Now i'm back to blogging. Guess what? i have been sick for the past 11 days and i just went to the doctor. Haha. Today was the day that i went down to my agent and sign my working contract. Guess what? The haunting of the pasts came back again. I hate this feeling. Fucking hate it. Then, the worst part came. That stupid dog came and wait for her. Wanted to go up front and punched him but concious over anger. After seeing that, i just went off and till now, the past keep flashing back. WHY IS THIS EVEN HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?! DOSHITA?!?!?!?! I just feel like dying now. Really.... :'(