Epic. Treated me like a toy. Wad a joke. Knn, and u also a bloody stalker too. Stalk my blog. _|_ Come on, i dont even like you. You cant even replace abigail from my heart. :D being compared to her, u lose to her. At least she is much more better than you. A 15 years old girl lose to a 14 yrs old girl. EPIC FAIL! :D

I can tell u one thing. I still haven forget her. Till now i still love her. I swear to protect her and i will. Im sorry if i break ur heart but u have to face it. Its the reality. Move on my friend. Its the best for u.

IDONT BLOODy LIVE TO PLEASE YOU ASSHOLE! _|_

Beautiful Hangover

Kimi wa my beautiful hangover
Hangover yeah

Kagayaku headlight nemuranai machi e ARE YOU READY?
Koko kara ga shoubu ASE-razu ni genkai made zenkai de ikou! 
Nagareru RADIO chijimeru kyori wo OH OH OH
Yukisaki wa mada ienai yo
HONEY CLOSE YOUR EYES

We're gonna get down down down! 
Gimme love love love! 
Sagashi motometeta Lady
Dare ni motomerarenai MAKING LOVE kiga sumumate GO! 

Kimi wa My Beautiful Hangover
Hangover yeah
Kimi wa my beautiful hangover hangover

It's me G.D (I know you love me)
Ma-Ma-Ma-Ma-Ma beautiful girl
1, 2, 3 to the 4-sho one like you
There ain't nobody can do them things you do
So true
I'm so excited delighted
I won't deny it nor fight it
Baby you got what I need
Got me jumpin' jumpin' off my feet

Baby there's no playin' delayin'
Always got me feelin' that healin'
Everyday I'm smilin' and wildin'
When I think about you
Think about you
Got me flyin' so high'n
And I won't stop bringin' and bringin' that (BANG)

B.I.G (BANG! ) T.O.P (BANG! )
Baby that's how it be

We're gonna get down down down! 
Gimme love love love! Sagashi motometeta LADY
Dare no motomerarenai MAKING LOVE honoo no yo ni atsui

Kimi wa my beautiful hangover
Hangover yeah
Kimi wa my beautiful hangover hangover

You got my heart love game
Make me crazy baby
Kiss my lips kuruwa se 360
Mou nara you ni naru shikanai

We're gonna get down down down
Gimme love love love! Sagashi motometeta Lady
Dare ni motomerarenai Making Love kiga sumumate GO! 

Kimi wa my beautiful hangover
Hangover yeah
Kimi wa my beautiful hangover hangover

Beautiful my baby

我已经失去一个跟我很亲的妹妹了。

Love you! :P

Baby i need you, girl you need me too.
Girl like you gonna make you mine and treat you right baby. :P

You are no longer the gentle amd cute girl that i once knew anymore.

If you choose to be that way, its fine by me. Its time for you to move on. I cant do anything much. Its your choice. Not mine. But remember, whatever choices you make, will always have an outcome. Its your decision that's gonna change the future. You wanna stay it this way, fine. I cant force you. Because i know, im no longer that important in your heart. Even though if i really die one day, i bet you will not even shed a single tear.

Going out later! Weee! :D :D

I dont think i love you

I wonder what you'll take from me today
Sanity or just my breath away
It's hard to say
Impossible for me to tell
We're always walking on eggshells
Who you're going to be from day to day today

[Chorus:]
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

Wonder why it is that you don't see
What you've changed since we first met
And how much that is killing me
I know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you use to smile so easily

[Chorus:]
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

[Bridge:]
It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I never thought that it will come to this
I know we'll never get back
To how we were before
Cuz I know that I don't love you anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I know that I don't love you anymore, anymore

The Good Left Undone

In fields where nothing grew but weeds,
I found a flower at my feet,
Bending there in my direction,
I wrapped a hand around its stem,
I pulled until the roots gave in,
Finding there what I'd been missing,

But I know...
So I tell myself, tell myself it's wrong.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

Inside my hands these petals browned,
Dried up, fallen to the ground
But it was already too late now.
I pushed my fingers through the earth,
Returned this flower to the dirt,
So it could live. I walked away now.

But I know...
Not a day goes by that I don't feel this burn.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long,
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

All because of you...
All because of you...

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
Inside these arms of yours.

All because of you,
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
No, not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home,
When home becomes a strange place.
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

Merry christmas!

Christmas without you is boring and meaningless. :/

Why does unhapy things gotta happen on 20/12/2010 till now?! Why!!!!!!! I really hate it alot!!!! Someone please change everything back!!! Please!!!! Anyone?!?!?! I had enough!!!! You should not have went tothe outing in th first place!!! Everything changed now!!! Looks like im not that important to you after all. I really feel like dying now. Tears rolling down my cheeks. Memories being flash back. Really hate it alot!!! Someone please stop all these from happening!!! I dw this to happen!! This is not what i want!!!! :( i failed you abigail.... Im useless..... Im sorry. :'(

No matter what, i will keep waiting for you. I will never give up on you that easily. Trust me. Even if it takes a high price to pay, im willing to. Because of 1 thing, i love you.

我现在才发现，我最放不下的人是你。。。:(

:(

Since yesterday night till now, i am still very worried about you... I scared that you will cry... I scared that you will do something silly... Im really very scared....yesterday night, whole night i was worrying about you, slept for few hours and wake up, worrying about you, then went back to sleep, and suddenly woke up again. I have not had a good sleep for the whole night... Because im worrying about you. Im sick but i dont care... All i care is about your safety and i dont want anything to happen to you... Because of just one thing, i have never stop loving you till now... But i dont think you will care about me anyway. Even if im sick now, you will also not care. When i saw you cried yesterday at the kopitiam and at the mrt station, my heart was really very uneasy. I was about to cry because i really dont want to see you cry. I cried for you, but i dont think you will know. You said me hongster, but have you even consider how i felt? All these while, i have been keeping this to myself, trying to control my tears... Till these days, my heart is still aching and crying... Forever, nobody will understand how i feel... :(
我好辛苦。。。我真的很没用，眼巴巴的看着你哭，我的心真的很痛。。。
憬倪，不要哭了。。。好吗？:(

Till these days.....

Till these days, i have never ever stop loving you. Yes, you are hard to forget, but could you at least, just let me live in my own world? I beg you..... :'(

:(

I once lost the gal that i loved the most.... :( i miss you alot.... If i can just call u "babyy" for one last time..... I love you.... :(

我爱你。。。。:( 回来我的身边好吗？:'(

Alone.....

I dont want to be alone.... I dont want things to go this way... Although i knew you lied to me quite alot of times but i still cant forget you. Ppl told me not to believe you again but i dont want to listen to them. Because i still love you.... :( i love you for who you are... I really want us to be like last time.... Please.... :'( i dont want it to be like this... Its so......painful..... :(

Im confused..... :(

What am i gonna do now?? I dw to forget u... I love u but i really dunno. So many ppl tell me not to.... But who shld i trust? Im really at the dead end now.. I really cant take it if this goes on. Sooner or later i will break down. Someone pls tell me what shld i do.... Im really confused now..... :(