Maybe i was just living in my own dream afterall.....

This was not what i really wanted afterall... I let down so many ppl, making them angry and pissed off with me.. I was just being naive. Why am i even being like this? I really hope that all these things had not happened. I just had to blame it on myself, for doing stupid things. Especially you, i let you down.. I didnt know that things would turn out this way. I had hurt you too deeply.. Maybe its best that we dont stay in contact? But i just cant bear to bring myself to do this.. I love you alot.. Nobody can even replace you, but after thinking of what i had done, i have hurt u alot of times... Maybe i was not fit to love you... Maybe afterall, i was just living in my own world... Im sorry.... :'(