3/3/2012

3rd March 2012, today is the very day that you had stepped into my heart.... ^^ Had alot of fun time together, jamming, looking at you learning to play the drums so seriously. and you improved alot although you just started learning today ! Haha.. and you were also so cute. we walked so fast yet you are trying to catch up with us. Guess what ? And you almost lost your way. Hahaha :P I hope that i can see you again.. real soon.. ^^

The Momentum

I wonder what's this feeling that im having now ? I really wished I can know it too. Lets take Friend A and Friend B for example. Friend A asked Friend B to go out to watch movie tmr, B was excited at first, but after 20 mins, A told B that "Tmr i cant make it. Very Sorry". B has no feelings at first, and said "nvm, it's alright :) ". But soon, B felt abit disappointed and he just....totally shut himself out. Things was going easy at first, But soon it started to change, and B is just at his own wits end, going to break down at any moment now, but he still managed to stand strong.
Now, How i wished things can really just change for the better.

How i really wished that she could see this now... :



" Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same"

" Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for"




 I felt like crying but i just cant. But deep within me, my heart is crying and shedding the tears of blood.. :')

Can i just drink and get knock out and just cry out all of my feelings like a bitch ? really cant take it anymore. I just wanna die ! emoing forever eh ? haha. Guess i was too naive :')



































Ps : I will respect your decisions :')

It's time

It's been a long time since i last blogged. Things really happened alot. Went to Penang just 2 weeks ago. It was fun. But other than these, Some things still happened. I had given her to you and thought that you would take care of her for me. Instead, You made her cry alot of times and you even restrict her of doing things like asking her not to text other guys ? What the fuck is the meaning of this ? Hah ! Seriously what the fuck are you thinking ? Are you still treating her as your girlfriend or are you treating her like your puppet ? Please la, she has her own private life too. How about me controlling your fucking life and asking you to do things for me ? Would you like it ? I SERIOUSLY HATE GUYS WHO BULLY GIRLS AND MAKE THEM CRY. Whats more ? Come on, haha, seriously, GROW UP LA. Stop being a Childish kid. Yea, Im waiting for her FOR ONE YEAR PLUS. The reason that i dont wanna get into a relationship is because of her. Im still waiting for her, I cant forget her. If you cant treat her well, just let me do it. After all, you are the one who snatched her away from me. Im will be waiting for that day to come.Stop treating her BADLY ! I swear man, dont let me see you in the streets. Or i will make you cry like a bitch. I really cant stand to see her crying every time. Enough is enough. It's time for you to fuck off from her. Cause you aint worth her tears.

Decision

After for so long, i guess its time for me to forget you and move on. How silly can i be when i waited for you for so long, and not to get into any relationship. Because i know that i still love you. No matter how hard i try, sometimes when i like a girl, it will always be that they have the same personality as you. Why is this even happening to me ? I really hope i can put you down and move on. Maybe i might even end my life one day just to forget you. Haha... :') Hope you and him last long. And he will be your happiness. :') I will always keep the memories i had. even if i were to lost my memories.希望你会与他幸福.

This song keeps replaying and making me remember the past memories of you... :'(

不确定就别亲吻 
感情很容易毁了一个人
一个人若不够狠 
爱淡了不离不弃多残忍

你留下来的垃圾 
我一天一天总会丢完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 
永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福 
你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕 
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你还是要幸福 
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据 
你的篇幅
明天 开始 
这一切都结束

还我钥匙的备份 
我觉得再见可以很单纯
我甚至真心真意的祝福 
永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福 
你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕 
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你还是要幸福 
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据 
你的篇幅
明天 开始 
这一切都结束

你还是要幸福 
你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕 
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你如果很幸福 
半夜的简讯我就无需回覆
因为你的悲喜已经有了 
容身之处 我也 能有 
最纯粹的孤独

This song keeps replaying and making me remember the past memories of you... :'(

不确定就别亲吻

感情很容易毁了一个人

一个人若不够狠

爱淡了不离不弃多残忍

你留下来的垃圾

我一天一天总会丢完的

我甚至真心真意的祝福

永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福

你千万不要在招惹别人哭

所有错误从我这里落幕

别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你还是要幸福

我才能确定我还得很清楚

确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅

明天 开始 这一切都结束

还我钥匙的备份

我觉得再见可以很单纯

我甚至真心真意的祝福

永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福

你千万不要在招惹别人哭

所有错误从我这里落幕

别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你还是要幸福

我才能确定我还得很清楚

确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅

明天 开始 这一切都结束

你还是要幸福

你千万不要在招惹别人哭

所有错误从我这里落幕

别跟着我 铭心 刻骨

你如果很幸福

半夜的简讯我就不需回复

因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处

我也 能有

最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独