ALL the Same

This is the only song that keeps replaying. Sighs. :(

I am who i am

Yea, I'm single. That's me. Single is fun. Being single can do alot of things. Being single can let me focus on my band. Being single is being one of The GazettE's member. :)

Haunted Pasts

It's been a long time since i last blog. Partly was because of O levels. Now i'm back to blogging. Guess what? i have been sick for the past 11 days and i just went to the doctor. Haha. Today was the day that i went down to my agent and sign my working contract. Guess what? The haunting of the pasts came back again. I hate this feeling. Fucking hate it. Then, the worst part came. That stupid dog came and wait for her. Wanted to go up front and punched him but concious over anger. After seeing that, i just went off and till now, the past keep flashing back. WHY IS THIS EVEN HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?! DOSHITA?!?!?!?! I just feel like dying now. Really.... :'(

Untitled

Today's the start of O level. today was O level science practical. Everything was okay but i so called 'screwed' up my physics due to the graph...-.- Well, gonna work hard for theory paper to pass my science. Yesterday night was kinda funny. I told her to tell him to stop staring at me before i go towards him and punch him in the face. Haha! Well, i do have the thinking. Those punches that im gonna give him is not because of i see him not happy, but more of a particular reason, which i dont like guys to treat his girlfriend in a wrong or different way. After O levels i will deal with him. well, we started talking again eh? I just hope that things can go back to how it used to be last time... I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS. If he finds out that you are reading my blog, i cant really help you.

IT'S NOT OVER


My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

The Suicide Circus

This song shows how im feeling everyday. Even now....

Decay of the VISION,

HERE IS A HELL ON EARTH

I FELT A CHILL

THE DISAPPOINTMENT THAT INCREASES

[TICK-TACK…]

NOBODY CAN REWIND TIME.

DON'T LOOK AWAY

SUICIDE CIRCUS

AGED HATRED AND YOUNG COLD-BLOODED MIND

REASON OF THE CHILL

The crawling POVERTY

[TICK-TACK…]

NOBODY CAN REWIND TIME

The shattered MERCILESS SCENE.

People get attracted by the liveliness that seems to choke them.

Even the fear that stuck to your hand I touched

Will fade away sooner or later

METAMORPHESIS

ALL IS PARALYZED

CHAIN REACTION

SYMPATHIZERS WITH A SIMILAR PAIN

Bear the future that won't be saved

And your weakness that went astray

Cut off the depressed self you've lost sight of

And the loneliness you wanted me to experience.

Missing each other in these days of distress,

That suddenly filled up everything in front of your eyes

And your melancholy

Hold this hatred against these words that come from affection

And the exposed madness without regret

I can't return anymore,

I got too entangled in it

EVEN DEATH BECOMES THE PREY

HEARTLESS DAY

BOTTOM OF THE ABYSS

SUICIDE CIRCUS

WHY IS IT REPEATED?

SUICIDE CIRCUS

[TICK-TACK…]

NOBODY CAN REWIND TIME

[TICK-TACK…]

DON'T LOOK AWAY

SUICIDE CIRCUS

People get attracted by the liveliness that seems to choke them.

Even the fear that stuck to your hand I touched

Will fade away sooner or later

METAMORPHESIS

ALL IS PARALYZED

CHAIN REACTION

SYMPATHIZERS WITH A SIMILAR PAIN

Bear the future that won't be saved

And your weakness that went astray

Cut off the depressed self you've lost sight of

And the loneliness you wanted me to experience.

Missing each other in these days of distress,

That suddenly filled up everything in front of your eyes

And your melancholy

Hold this hatred against these words that come from affection

And the exposed madness without regret

I can't return anymore,

I got too entangled in it

EVEN DEATH BECOMES THE PREY

WHY IS IT REPEATED?

[THE SUICIDE CIRCUS]

HEARTLESS DAY

BOTTOM OF THE ABYSS

SUICIDE CIRCUS

WHY IS IT REPEATED?

SUICIDE CIRCUS

JUSTICE DIED

BOTTOM OF THE ABYSS

SUICIDE CIRCUS

WHY IS IT REPEATED?

SUICIDE CIRCUS

The Reason

I once told you that i swear that i hope that the one upstair will give me a reason to screw him up, and here i am, i had a reason to screw him up now. For thinking for so long, finally it's gonna start soon. Just becareful. The one who is very close to you, will get killed. :)

日本と滞在への移行..？

私はいつも日本と滞在に移行するのは、この考え方を持っていた。
シンガポールでの滞在は、どちらか良いことではないからです。
と私はあまりにもあまりにも多くの問題を抱えている。笑い。

私が直面している問題は、愛、友情ですか？笑う
私はのんきなライブをしたい。
私は新しい人生を始めるために日本へ移行したい。

私はそこに新しい生活を始めようとするのすべてを忘れるために試してみたい。
よく、私はそれが私のために可能かもしれないと思う。
すでにボーイフレンドを持っているから。笑い

ちょうどあなたが幸せに見てシンガポールに住んでいる私のポイントは何ですか？
私はむしろ日本に移行し、あなたを忘れるために滞在する。
私は"私はあなたを逃す"ことを伝えるために欲しがっているが、
しかし、今私はあなたにそれを言うことは文句を言わない。笑う。
よく、私は言わなければならないことのすべてだと思います。
私はあなたtpが表示させたくないので、私は意図的に日本にこのブログの記事を行います。
笑う。



私はSCANDAL機能を利用するには日本に行きたい！
私のガールフレンドまたは姉妹がどのように私はRINAを希望でしたか？笑う
私と私の想像力！